Sonnet of Love

I have loved you even before knowing you
in this life and many before this
I loved you for ever without seeing you
my memory did not have your face
but its desire of of you had no end
I searched for your being each moment
without ever knowing you
and yet I knew that I loved you

The instant we met first
I never realized it was you I love
and when you are far
I search in myself to remember you
and searching again for your eyes
trying to recollect your glance
between those little conversations
not knowing then that I loved you

May be i do not love you
but that may never be true
for there is only one love, you
and yet I do not hold you in arms
I let you go, encourage you to have wings
to a life you would love and cherish
and yet I am sad that you are away
love, i know I just love you

I have searched for you across
and tried to find resemblance
when I know there is no one like you
and yet I look up-to the moon
each night amongst the stars
hoping it had likeliness to your face
only to be disappointed it paled
far behind your glow

I know I had touched you
and since then that touch stays
in life where it was that day
my life has stopped since then
even though i seem alive
and breathing even now
but my life began and ended
at that very moment of time.