longing

What use is this sordid life
when you are not around
these breaths are a burden
if your feet bless other ground

I lived in times you lived
and yet you remain elusive
I longed for you, your hair,
color and radiance you give

Yet, my longing has no end
for you remain far and distant
I cannot bow to your land
I never been there an instant

I need to kneel, kiss earth
that held you for so long
be in the same place where
your breaths make a gong

how do I stay away from
the fragrant air of your town
which houses your essence
which gives you fairy crown

Beloved you are being unkind
by not looking back at me
I have held you in heart forever
and you are indifferent to me

How much else do I love you
this longing seems to be endless
I loved you with all Love I had
and this longing left me lifeless

why you count my years to me
without you there was no life
I lived moments with you around
rest was a body breathing, no life