kuch to nigah mein

kuch to nigah mein surur sa rehta hai
woh aajaien to beemaar-beemaar kahan rehta hai

rivayat hai shayad dillagi mein satane ki
wagarna kaun kambhakt hans kar yeh sehta hai

poochane par kuch bayaan nahin karta
aur na kar bayaan woh bahut kuch sunata hai

hai mohobaat to yeh keh de deeda-e-dil
woh dekhein ki tu haal-e-dil kaise sunata hai

hui mudatt tere alfaz sune hue aye-dil
kis baat ka shikwa, jo tu humse ruth jaata hai

hai teri hi inayat mujhko yahan Kapil
is liye to yeh butt aaj bhi zinda kehlata hai

sajan tum kyon milne na aaye

barse megha, chaahi ghata,
sajan tum kyon milne na aaye

bheega mann, bheega chitwan
aur jiya mora tarsat jaaye
teri aas karoon main beithi
sajan tum kyon milne na aaye

beeta sawaan, beeta bhadoon
aankh ka saawan roka na jaaye
main hoon usi mod par khadi
sajan tum kyon milne na aaye

sukhi shaakh, girte paate
patjhad bhi tanha beeta jaaye
aas rahi sukhe pedoon beech
sajan tum kyon milne na aaye

silli lakdi, silla sa mann
dhun-dhun ke jalta hi jaaye
beeti sardiyan tanha hi meri
sajan tum kyon milne na aaye

beeta basant, aaya phaagun
holi rangoon ki baraat sajaye
har rang mein tujhe dekhoon
sajan tum kyon milne na aaye

tapti dharti, jalta mera mann
sab aas par sawaal uthayein
ladoon jag se tanha tere liya
sajan tum kyon milne na aaye

barse megha, chaahi ghata,
sajan tum kyon milne na aaye

tum yun hi milte ho

tum yun hi milte ho dard chedne ke liye
har baar mil-kar fir bichad jaane ke liye

hain yaad aaj bhi dopahar ke wo do lamhein
jis mein aaye tum chukar guzar jaane ke liye

hai mahak aaj bhi aati us haath se tumhari
jise thama tha ek pal mein chod jaane ke liye

dekhta hoon us sadak ko main kabse yun hi
ki shayad aaoge phir pehchan banane ke liye

kuch ho, din-ba-din yeh umeed nahin jaati
ki ek din tum aaoge saath nibhane ke liye

yeh kasoor aur kissi ka nahin dil ka hai
nadaan kya jaane tu nahin jeeta is ke liye

aaj bhi dewaana hai teri aas, tere dhyan mein
par tu kahan rukta hai iske khwab ke liye

bahut dekhe the khwab humne bhi Kapil
par aaj jeete hain bas ek tasavur ke liye

tum nahin aate

tere intezaar mein hoon aur tum nahin aate.
beet jaate hain sab lamhein tum nahin aate

bahut sataya hai aane ka ik waada kar ke
ab jaan gaye ki wada karke tum nahin aate

bahut aate tumhare khwab par tum nahin aate
beet jaate saal dar sal aur tum nahin aate

kai baras beet gaye teri rah ko takte hue
ankhein thak jaati hain par tum nahin aate

so~un bhi to kaise tere is inteezar mein
ek baar jo guzare tum, phir tum nahin aate

jaagi sab ratiyan bas yehi sooch kar maine
ki na ho koi bahana, tab bhi tum nahin aate

aur kya jatan karoon tumhe bulane ka main
Kapil saans jaati hai aur tum nahin aate

ret mein likhoon

ret mein likhoon mit jaave..
ek lahaer mein bheeg jaave
naa~ kidhar rehnde ne vekho
ek hanju wich sab rud jaave

jo likhya hath naal dhakya
lehra~n naal o-vi na bachya
ret finsali haath sab khali
khali haath fir kuch rachya

waqt thamaa, par o na thamya
main je chalya waqt na chalya
muka aya sab yaadaan teriyan
yaad siwa hun kuch na bachya

chand dihadi te ruk ke jaande
mende dil ghar na kar jaande
ek waari ret nu thamnan dende
usi laher wich bhegan dende

the way its meant to be

As i stroll down the path
all i see is an image of yours
for there is no one but you
that walks with me always
there in heart, beating
with each beat of mine
living every breath taken
for there isn't a whiff
there isn't any doubt
that there is no one else
but you in those senses
but still how did i
close those feelings
and walk away from
the feel, that essence 
thing that makes you
one who makes me live
for i know no other
who can live this life
live this life the way
its meant to be...you.