haven't seen you smile

Its raining and am drenched
but I haven't feel rain for ages
with loud cloud's thunder
I shriek and cry deep within
with every raindrop falling
my eyes let a drop roll down
you may see me smiling now
but I haven't smiled for ages
for I have not seen you smile
haven't seen you smile for ages

I seem free to move around
but am tied in chains for ages
I am not reluctant to come
but am stopped at every step
I look up to stars and moon
only for find clouds around
This night is dark and long
but the dark in me is endless
for I haven't seen my heart
haven't seen you smile for ages

New sun will rise, it will set
yet this dark will stay forever
breath needs to feel you once
but heart may not beat forever
my sun, my love is far away, yet
this horizon does not change 
my love you are reluctant lover
this distance will remain forever
my eyes are wandering for you
as haven't seen you smile for ages