Love's agony

Love,
I tied my heart
to yours
where each pull
wound's heart
bleeds chest

why then love
you embrace
my, a man's dark
yet are indifferent
to my heart
beating for you

I dont love
your skin or
those eyes
nor face or
any other
physical stuff

Irrespective of age
wrinkles of skin
innocence of
your heart
stays
its that I love

i made choice
either to live with
and love you
or to live apart
and always bow
in devotion to you

My love does not
seek you
My love wants
to always see
you happy
with joy in life

If that joy of yours
is without my
presence
I will not be
with you
ever again

Love, its you
who has keys
of your joy
and mine
or to unwantted
life of pain

why love then
you decide
to be indifferent
only to condemn
me to this painful
wait for you

why do you
not look into
my eyes and
yet talk silently
to my heart when
no one hears

Love, you are
eternal being
for me and soul
and yet you
come for an
little instance

Who cares now
that I live or die
who cares if
dawn breaks or not
for me this night
without you is endless

Love, you are far
yet, I seek you
always in all I see
on each street
in every door
through each window

Any face I see
I see no difference
between that face
and your face
yet when I seek heart
I see divinity

by not being close
you take me away
from divinity
from my salvation
that comes from you
your love.