I am still not you

I am still not you, and thats my shame
our souls are still different, that's my pain

I want to be the  river that races to the sea
only to lose myself and thereafter live as you

I want to be drop that merges in your ocean
and then on my name, my whole existence roars

I want to be the color that is mixed in water
so that  my color and your color is the same

I want to be the ray that pierces in the day
so that I am light and light is me through day

I want to be the stars of the moon lit night
so that we; moon and stars can be together

I want to be the darkest hour of that night
so that when you sleep my dark is part of that