My secrets are all out

My secrets are all out
am disgraced forever
like a long wax candle
that earlier stood tall
has melted to ground
laying in heaps there
without shape or form
I find myself in pieces
spread around place
where I once stood tall

My heart bleeds now
blood oozes in tears
yet no one sees the red
on my cheeks dripping
my tears are uninvisible
as drops of a dark cloud
which never ever rains
and I seethe within me
burning my pride, ego
begging for a little time

My sorrow engulfs me
one wave after another
covering sands of shore
with water once more
I seek out the signs
that your feet had left
in this shore walking
hand in hand with me
in this sand before waves
washed them all away

My soul burns again
like an invaluable dream
that has been lost forever
without materializing
or coming to life even
once in these little breath
Again, I seek your signs
amongst stars of heaven
to find that heaven is hell
without your presence