nothingness

There is void, nothingness
that surrounds me
and I seek to live in it
in this loud vacuum
I seek you at each moment
when I know you are far
the stillness of this time
still brings you closer
in my pursuit of happiness
I seek to fool my heart
with memories of yours
fill my dreams with you

Desolate paths that lighted
when you were with me
are now dark always
even under glaring sun
the beats down myself
burning me down completely
but I see a hollowness inside
for my heart is no longer there
I lost my heart to you     (a 2 day gap between heart and following lines)
and I no longer own it
yet the desire for you
burns in the same heart
even though it is not with me
I cannot loose this desire