A question

A Questions keeps annoying me
for there are no answers I have
Do I live in waiting for fragrance
or is this a passing phase I have

Is this wait ever going to end
and ends after a blip in time
or do I have to sustain this pain
without love, continue to whine

But how do I know what's love
for I do not recognize its existence
or is it  my imagination here that
refuse to acknowledge it's persistence

Tell me, where does love exist
if at all present on this earth
or is it so universal that here
am fool to seek, as such from birth

Does love exist in sun at horizon
when it fills it with colors of dawn
or does it remain with the sky
long after the day is gone

Does love exist in the flower
long before it's bud is born
or is it carried in the petals
long after it's withered torn

Does love exist in the fragrance
of the rose or in its thorn
cause I have never seen a rose
without fragrance or thorn

Does love exist in river that flows
or the vast ocean that embraces
or is it that book of them seek
each other, but river just traces

Does love exist in drop or rain
or it is in longing of dry sand
which is thirsty and waits endlessly
for each drop or rain to land

Or Is it that the water seeks
its own land and so does sand
yet its my mind that sees
only rain drop racing to land

Is it because ocean and land
are tied by universe to stand
but both the lover and loved
seek each other all across land

Does love exist only on earth
or is the universe is also in love
I do not see beyond the moon
beyond that stars to see a dove

Do Doves fly beyond this sky
reach the gates beyond sight
I wish I could see all this
riding on my beloved's light