my heart breaks

my heart breaks
I cry out loud
I pick up pieces
restart life again
and again I see
an image of yours
I seek you infinitely
in between breaths
between silence of
two musical notes
that originate from
the air that you blow
in your magical instrument

I shut myself
to these sounds
I close my eyes
to the light around
but again I see
an image of yours
I seek you infinitely
in middle of dreams
in each tear of pain
in each cry of agony
in each moment of life
that is wasted
without your being

My heart is torn
it has broken again
for umpteen times
it breaks and breaks
yet It does not want
anything save you
It does not seek
anyone but you
as my cries die
and my tears dry
my heart still sobs
in your absence
that goes through me