Am blinded

Am blinded by your radiance
cause whenever I see you
I see a human form that is
made from nothing but light

i see my dark drawn towards
the fire that forms your body
and bright light that it holds
deep within as its holy soul

I have no desire beyond this
that burns with your body
for I have no life without soul
that is not with me any more

Love, my life, soul lives in you
why then you deny my burning
I travel to seek my own soul
but you deny me my own being

I just follow fragrance of house
that has let me soul live so long
I seek to find its windows here
and yet all I see walls around

Why love, why are you so shy
to come and embrace me again
my arms know your feel well
they do not want to feel another

Why love, why you carry burden
of this shyness with you forever
when I am and you know now
shyness is not gonna sustain forever

drop veils of inhibition that you build
and let me seek myself in your soul
for there is nothing that lives in here
except withered yellow leaves on floor

The trees have long dried barren
rustic leaves are scattered on road
for you and I to walk on them again
in hope that it will be spring again

I know the garden would be green
no one can stop the spring to come
but what use is a spring that blooms
without its most precisous flower in it

I have seen Sakura once, just once
and now I want more of it for me
for am not satisfied with one glimpse
my love needs all of Sakura for me

Not just for this season or next
nor for this decade or there after
I need this for myself from now on
till eternity, beyond death, thereafter

For I know the fire that makes you
would never be extinguished in me
it will change forms from one to another
but will continue to house my soul, me

I may change from a thorn to vase
but in each case rose would be there
for thorn no existence without rose
neither the vase without its eternal flower